Venting out?

So before anyone here tells me why I'm writing this here...idk. I've got pretty much no one to talk to that's why I'm writing this here. So what happened today was that I had a pretty shit day, early morning got yelled at my mom really bad felt kind of shit but went to school happily cuz I get to escape home, surprisingly none of my friends came today they didn't even tell me and I don't socialize much so I had no other friends to be with, Anyways my school went out like this alone, reached home saw the empty dark house no one at home I felt kinda sad, I just wanted to socialize with them well I skipped lunch tho cuz I didn't feel like making myself anything as I was too tired for school therefore I just went to sleep, I barely slept for 2 hours and woke up, went downstairs the house was still empty yet there were signs that they were here a few moments ago, saw my sister's streak they're out hanging out with the whole family 😭 idk but I feel so jealous it feels shit I just wanted to talk to someone but why is it that no one really includes me in anything, my family has been doing this for weeks, it was affected me alot too idk why as I've stopped eating almost with my constant bed rotting and depression.
Anyways Idek why I wrote all this here, like literally no one would care about this post nor see it but idk